hey...i'm back again after 1 year...with lots of stories

hey people.....its been one year since i actually wrote something...what can i say....hmmm....how do i start....see..this is what happens when u have so much things to say but dont know where to start...

well...i'll start with what happened last march,april and may 2006.....semester 1 exams finished....as i said...it was indeed God's grace....and in march sem 2 started...started studying and all...to be honest, i started of well in sem 2...i did well for my exams...life was fine...everything went on fine...then after a few months...i started struggling again....i couldn't talk to God...His voice started going faint...wait a minute...was it that i couldn't hear or i purposely chose to ignore that still small voice....i found myself forgetting God....even though He had always been good to me...never ever had he hurt my feelings....but instead He has always been there to lift me up when i was down...hold me close when i almost fell....and all that ....yeah...but i had somehow drifted far apart from Him....when i realized it...i was almost at the other side of the river....and almost plunging down the waterfall....life wasn't good anymore..it went to an extreme ...i failed one exam....i just tried to do it with my own strength...and..yeah...i literally failed the exam...

have u ever experienced this sort of thing??..a sense of dejavu?..

just as an encouragement...you are not alone..well...not in failing exams...but in drifting away from God....hehe....many christians all around the world...wait...dont put the scope too big...just look around...your friends....christians in church...in my observation...a lot of christians do tend to drift far away from God...most of the time its because of our ignorance....sometimes its because of the devil....that tries to do all he can to make u drift away from God..yeah...but most of the time,its just because of us....well...at least in my case it was because of my ignorance...but let me tell you this....God's hand is never too short to pull us back to Him...this is what i've discovered in the past year....yeah....

May,June July...those were the lowest point of my life....but even then...God was filled with compassion....He never let me go.....brought me back into His arms again...truly truly love Him la....for all readers....the take home message is the one bolded in the previous paragraph....yeah...thats what i learnt...i hope u'll be encouraged as He has encouraged me....

For those reading this blog....i'm only updating u about what happened to me April,May and June 2006...i'll update u about the next few months where there were 2 tragedies in my family...

till then...

Anuja....

hey...i'm back again after 1 year...with lots of stories

hey people.....its been one year since i actually wrote something...what can i say....hmmm....how do i start....see..this is what happens when u have so much things to say but dont know where to start...

well...i'll start with what happened last march,april and may 2006.....semester 1 exams finished....as i said...it was indeed God's grace....and in march sem 2 started...started studying and all...to be honest, i started of well in sem 2...i did well for my exams...life was fine...everything went on fine...then after a few months...i started struggling again....i couldn't talk to God...His voice started going faint...wait a minute...was it that i couldn't hear or i purposely chose to ignore that still small voice....i found myself forgetting God....even though He had always been good to me...never ever had he hurt my feelings....but instead He has always been there to lift me up when i was down...hold me close when i almost fell....and all that ....yeah...but i had somehow drifted far apart from Him....when i realized it...i was almost at the other side of the river....and almost plunging down the waterfall....life wasn't good anymore..it went to an extreme ...i failed one exam....i just tried to do it with my own strength...and..yeah...i literally failed the exam...

have u ever experienced this sort of thing??..a sense of dejavu?..

just as an encouragement...you are not alone..well...not in failing exams...but in drifting away from God....hehe....many christians all around the world...wait...dont put the scope too big...just look around...your friends....christians in church...in my observation...a lot of christians do tend to drift far away from God...most of the time its because of our ignorance....sometimes its because of the devil....that tries to do all he can to make u drift away from God..yeah...but most of the time,its just because of us....well...at least in my case it was because of my ignorance...but let me tell you this....God's hand is never too short to pull us back to Him...this is what i've discovered in the past year....yeah....

May,June July...those were the lowest point of my life....but even then...God was filled with compassion....He never let me go.....brought me back into His arms again...truly truly love Him la....for all readers....the take home message is the one bolded in the previous paragraph....yeah...thats what i learnt...i hope u'll be encouraged as He has encouraged me....

For those reading this blog....i'm only updating u about what happened to me April,May and June 2006...i'll update u about the next few months where there were 2 tragedes in my family...

till then...

Anuja....