Weird Isn't it??...
well....long time since i didnt write....that was bcoz i decided to only to write a blog with good substace... anyway...now that i have compiled all my feelings and thoughts for a long time...i have something good to write...ya...and lets start...
in these past few months i have learnt a few gud stuff...i have made mistakes...learnt to overcome it....wow...God is awesome....He draws u near to him in weird ways...haha....but then if He doesn't draw u back to him....u probably would forget Him....isnt it...
anyway...i'll start my story from my exams....16th and 17th of january....i wrote about my exams...well...now that i have passed...all glory goes to His Majesty.... if it wasn't for Him....i would have gone bananas=papayas=sugar cane....haahahaha....anyway....God used exams to draw me back to Him.....I really had good enjoyable unforgetful momentS with my Lord throughout my exam preparation and exam period...it was really marvellous sitting in the balcony...looking at the view of KL town....and Kesas Highway at night...talking to ur Lover....wow....so romantic huh....hehehehee.....yeah...its just cool to hear His voice...at the cold...chilly 24th floor balcony...His voice just sounds so sweet... :) ..but soon after exAms were over...i started to become luke warm again...it seems as if we only need God when we are in Need...when we r not in need we forget God?!....i find it quite weird....i dont know why this happens to me sometimes but its indeed quite weird...am i becoming luke warm?...but if u ask me who i love the most...its Jesus....at the same time...i am not talking to him much...how can this happen?...if u love a person...wouldn't u want to talk to the person everytime??...i believe many christians are in this kind of dilemma....but in my case i'm confused.....i think i need help...
life has been continuing ever since....then till yesterday....i fell ill...i had backache...wow...it was a big suprise...i've never experienced anything like that....wow....went to clinic...doctor said muscle spasm...on my hip...well...ate medicine...nothin happened...then at night...a lady came to urut...my back...she said it was the nerves....after she massaged,...the pain was worse....aiyo...didn know what to do...then i started praying...
i told the Lord..."Lord...if you still find favor in me...please heal me"....after that my mom..dad...bro and auntie prayed for me....then i slept till 12noon today...when i woke up...there was no more pain....
this situaton changed my perspective of God....i realized tat you cant earn favor from God...there is nothing you can do to make Him love you more....everything has been done on the Cross...its by His grace that we are still alive today...
yes...by His Grace....This is my life with God....A life of Grace.....A life Full of grace....
In His Grace
Anuja....
in these past few months i have learnt a few gud stuff...i have made mistakes...learnt to overcome it....wow...God is awesome....He draws u near to him in weird ways...haha....but then if He doesn't draw u back to him....u probably would forget Him....isnt it...
anyway...i'll start my story from my exams....16th and 17th of january....i wrote about my exams...well...now that i have passed...all glory goes to His Majesty.... if it wasn't for Him....i would have gone bananas=papayas=sugar cane....haahahaha....anyway....God used exams to draw me back to Him.....I really had good enjoyable unforgetful momentS with my Lord throughout my exam preparation and exam period...it was really marvellous sitting in the balcony...looking at the view of KL town....and Kesas Highway at night...talking to ur Lover....wow....so romantic huh....hehehehee.....yeah...its just cool to hear His voice...at the cold...chilly 24th floor balcony...His voice just sounds so sweet... :) ..but soon after exAms were over...i started to become luke warm again...it seems as if we only need God when we are in Need...when we r not in need we forget God?!....i find it quite weird....i dont know why this happens to me sometimes but its indeed quite weird...am i becoming luke warm?...but if u ask me who i love the most...its Jesus....at the same time...i am not talking to him much...how can this happen?...if u love a person...wouldn't u want to talk to the person everytime??...i believe many christians are in this kind of dilemma....but in my case i'm confused.....i think i need help...
life has been continuing ever since....then till yesterday....i fell ill...i had backache...wow...it was a big suprise...i've never experienced anything like that....wow....went to clinic...doctor said muscle spasm...on my hip...well...ate medicine...nothin happened...then at night...a lady came to urut...my back...she said it was the nerves....after she massaged,...the pain was worse....aiyo...didn know what to do...then i started praying...
i told the Lord..."Lord...if you still find favor in me...please heal me"....after that my mom..dad...bro and auntie prayed for me....then i slept till 12noon today...when i woke up...there was no more pain....
this situaton changed my perspective of God....i realized tat you cant earn favor from God...there is nothing you can do to make Him love you more....everything has been done on the Cross...its by His grace that we are still alive today...
yes...by His Grace....This is my life with God....A life of Grace.....A life Full of grace....
In His Grace
Anuja....
posted by anuja at 8:47 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home